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My Overall Goal is:

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MASTERY.  Of SELF.
AND MASTERY OF ALL OF EXISTENCE IN ITS ENTIREITY.
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I have been a Software Developer for 15 years.

And for the last 15+ years; I have been on a deep journey of Learning all world cultures, philosophies, psychologies, religions, spiritual practices, music, sports, computing, news, body language, etc., etc.

I have made hundreds of pages of journal entries & notes drawing from my personal experiences and referencing internet resources; articles & videos.

My personal experience has covered high's, mids, & terrible low's:

     -------- from countless days & nights wandering
     -------- intense engagement & Involvement in "street" culture
     -------- intense engagement & Involvement in especially BOXING; Karate; soccer; & basketball
     -------- professional formal activities such as working for businesses in my career
     ---------worshipping at churches & getting away from the church
     ---------close & not so close communication with family
     ---------subsequently & intermittently continued innumerable days of Wandering; 
                  being lost, hopeless, in deep reflection, introspection, journaling & referential note taking.

I have planted myself in the following places & spaces:

India (12 years - of childhood)
Canada (32 years)
          Mississauga, Ontario (22 years)
          Vancouver, British Columbia [living alone downtown] (10 years)

Places Visited (chronologically):

Australia [Portland & Adelaide]
New Zealand [Timaru]
Seattle, U.S. - road trip alone; slept in car
Los Angeles, U.S. - road trip alone; slept in car
Las Vegas - road trip alone; slept in car

Nature (especially in British Columbia - road trips & slept overnight in my car)

People (engagement & involvement):

-the "in" crowd(frequenting nightclubs in my late 20's to late 30's)
-beggars
-homeless people
-a sex worker
-old people (ex. long talks into the early morn. in coffee shops with my 65 yr. old friend: Michael Luben)
-family
-few friends
-few work colleagues

I have stories; my; do I have stories [I am planning to compile my journals into a personal autobiography]

I have paid the price for such a life; having been jailed & sent to the mental ward on 3 separate occasions.  Being diagnosed with psychosis & schizophrenia by a psychiatrist.  Going through the criminal justice system & courts; having spent thousands of dollars on legal defense & other expenses; not to mention the intangible costs; and rewards :) .

I have recently had epiphanies & revelations to the effect of synchronicities in minutia leading me to pour out writings of over 150 pages of journal entries & notes in a couple of weeks.

The following is a cursory take on psychiatry from my perspective:

Psychosis or Spiritual Awakening:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFtsHf1lVI4

With extremely wide & deep coverage in the following areas, amongst others:

Archetypes, the dialectic; reciprocity, symmetry, synchronicity, dualities, dichotomies, cyclic dependencies, rhythm, the nature of love, the aesthetic, the nature of beauty, maxims, axioms, God, ethics, morality, consciousness, conscience, etc., etc.

And areas of "essence":

"being in the zone" - sports terminology
"flow"
"being in the eye of the storm"
Catharsis
Ekstasis
etc.

From my experience, I have learnt that God is a perspective on the Infinite.

My Overall Goal is:

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MASTERY.  Of SELF.
AND MASTERY OF ALL OF EXISTENCE IN ITS ENTIREITY.
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I'd like to achieve a universal consciousness.

I am 44 years old, and have 50+ years remaining on this life journey.

I hope that your reading my profile has been evocative for you.

Let me apply my extensive experience by providing Insights, Marketing, & Strategy for your organization.

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I EXTEND A CORDIAL INVITATION TO ORGANIZATIONS & INDIVIDUALS
TO ENGAGE ME IN CONVERSATION WITH A SIMPLE ONLINE CHAT.
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        I'd like to avail myself in the role of a remote assistant.
            
              And I'm not looking for financial compensation.
                            
                             I'm looking to gain traction.
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